First ,A Rider.
No one has ever been able to define love adequately. In all the books I read and tried to understand it,I became more confused .Two words never appear in the same sentence with my name: I and giving up.But here,I am throwing in the towel.There is so much information on the subject that many don't know where to start digging. They say experience is the best teacher, but what essence is a teacher who gives an exam,then the lesson and the circle continues..... The truth is,the lessons of love and from love are different and that is why the tests do not make sense!!!!I can not use what I learnt from dating Luke,to understand Clarke!!!These are two different people, so,everything is always a clean slate.
I know you get me.You stop and start new,but the only new thing you see is the person. You carry forward all your insecurities, all your previous problems and issues from the past and drag them here. Instead of focusing on the new found joy and giving yourself a pat on the back,you withdraw to your shell and to where everyone goes when love pricks your wound;your own personal hell.In my opinion, there is nothing worse than this, because only you know your deepest sorrows, pains and secret tears.You go back into your shell and leave your patner wondering what they have done wrong or questioning their self worth.
By the time you find your salvation and courage, the unexplained silence and change of course ,you loose more than you gain .And the circle continues. No one wants an emotionally unavailable person. No matter how much you struggle to deal with life, that shell you withdraw to all the time will be the death of you in the long term.Unless of course you are a believer of the Victorian ideas of romanticism, that, love and a loving partner should be able to understand you and wait for you when you're hurting. Well,I do not dispute entirely, but if its one sided, its time to grow up.
When we fall in love, it's possible to think that keeping your feelings to yourself is your ultimate security.'It prevents you from being hurt' Correct me if I am wrong ,but why are you with someone you can not trust with how you feel?? Even in a hook up,you admit as much,"I lust for you"
Romantic relations are overated.They are the most spoken about and addressed. But have things ever gone south between you and your best friend?? This pain of plutonic sinkings blows you harder than a hurricane storm.You do not know how to live with yourself for a while after that.Anyone who seems to get too close is seen as obnoxious and all social relations suddenly become an empty oblivion. Such is the pain of love and loving .
I am not entirely against falling, in fact,I am a sucker for relationships.Love is home,at home,people are themselves, they talk ,sleep and dance around happily since home is a fortress.But then,not everyone sees home as a safe Haven right?....
Well again it is an open book.No one taught us to love, how it hurts to break.It is always new in ways too familiar.Like a manuscript ,it needs editing.
But then again, love is paradise,I believe.
In a red dress she was. With a kinky girlish afro it fitted her perfectly. She was a brown girl with eyes like the starts. You just wished the sun could set and see the moon because you already have the twinkle star. She asked him in the most melodious of voices, " look up and tell me what you see
Huh I Know what you all are thinking. It's a fairly tale when love is written in the stars..but right, you are wrong. He looked up he saw the eyes of her love. Yeah her girl friend but wait a minute, the stars started moving closer and all he could think of was her crush. The blond girl the one with the cute dimple. He hardly even said a mere Hi to her.
Take this ,she is a Ferrari.Damn!!everyone loves that . Ferraris are what dreams are made of, they are so damn fast ,so sexy and very exclusive but his girl friend was a rider and he loved to ride and that's all he ever needed. You say that it's cheap but no the guy is a rider.
. "Hey Luke! What did you see" she asked. Yeah it's home where you feel free but he was not at home. So should luke tell her she is a motor bike but she dreams of a Ferrari? should he lie to her to make her happy? All he wanted was a relationship not a situationship
Whatever makes you happy. For a rider that's me, who I am .the feeling of someone holding you tight because you are on a steep afraid to fall..so frigile afraid to break. That's what keeps you going. You feel at peace , you aren't afraid of road bumps coz you Know she will hold tighter than before
I love Fancy cars,but I will get a rider first before I get one .Yes,I want to fall for someone who will let me hold tight ,before we get comfortable enough to pull up in a Ferrari.
I know you get me.You stop and start new,but the only new thing you see is the person. You carry forward all your insecurities, all your previous problems and issues from the past and drag them here. Instead of focusing on the new found joy and giving yourself a pat on the back,you withdraw to your shell and to where everyone goes when love pricks your wound;your own personal hell.In my opinion, there is nothing worse than this, because only you know your deepest sorrows, pains and secret tears.You go back into your shell and leave your patner wondering what they have done wrong or questioning their self worth.
By the time you find your salvation and courage, the unexplained silence and change of course ,you loose more than you gain .And the circle continues. No one wants an emotionally unavailable person. No matter how much you struggle to deal with life, that shell you withdraw to all the time will be the death of you in the long term.Unless of course you are a believer of the Victorian ideas of romanticism, that, love and a loving partner should be able to understand you and wait for you when you're hurting. Well,I do not dispute entirely, but if its one sided, its time to grow up.
When we fall in love, it's possible to think that keeping your feelings to yourself is your ultimate security.'It prevents you from being hurt' Correct me if I am wrong ,but why are you with someone you can not trust with how you feel?? Even in a hook up,you admit as much,"I lust for you"
Romantic relations are overated.They are the most spoken about and addressed. But have things ever gone south between you and your best friend?? This pain of plutonic sinkings blows you harder than a hurricane storm.You do not know how to live with yourself for a while after that.Anyone who seems to get too close is seen as obnoxious and all social relations suddenly become an empty oblivion. Such is the pain of love and loving .
I am not entirely against falling, in fact,I am a sucker for relationships.Love is home,at home,people are themselves, they talk ,sleep and dance around happily since home is a fortress.But then,not everyone sees home as a safe Haven right?....
Well again it is an open book.No one taught us to love, how it hurts to break.It is always new in ways too familiar.Like a manuscript ,it needs editing.
But then again, love is paradise,I believe.
In a red dress she was. With a kinky girlish afro it fitted her perfectly. She was a brown girl with eyes like the starts. You just wished the sun could set and see the moon because you already have the twinkle star. She asked him in the most melodious of voices, " look up and tell me what you see
Huh I Know what you all are thinking. It's a fairly tale when love is written in the stars..but right, you are wrong. He looked up he saw the eyes of her love. Yeah her girl friend but wait a minute, the stars started moving closer and all he could think of was her crush. The blond girl the one with the cute dimple. He hardly even said a mere Hi to her.
Take this ,she is a Ferrari.Damn!!everyone loves that . Ferraris are what dreams are made of, they are so damn fast ,so sexy and very exclusive but his girl friend was a rider and he loved to ride and that's all he ever needed. You say that it's cheap but no the guy is a rider.
. "Hey Luke! What did you see" she asked. Yeah it's home where you feel free but he was not at home. So should luke tell her she is a motor bike but she dreams of a Ferrari? should he lie to her to make her happy? All he wanted was a relationship not a situationship
Whatever makes you happy. For a rider that's me, who I am .the feeling of someone holding you tight because you are on a steep afraid to fall..so frigile afraid to break. That's what keeps you going. You feel at peace , you aren't afraid of road bumps coz you Know she will hold tighter than before
I love Fancy cars,but I will get a rider first before I get one .Yes,I want to fall for someone who will let me hold tight ,before we get comfortable enough to pull up in a Ferrari.
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