Five Years is all it takes.

 Five years.

Where do you want to be?.

I was asked that five years ago .

I can't answer the question to plan for the next five years.

How does one move from bright and eyes full of light.

To only wish to live for the night?

To live for the dark.

For in the darkness only can you reveal yourself .

But no,

Your camouflage.

We can not see the difference then 

But,listen to me.

You that has my sur,

You that has my hair

You that has my eyes

Yes you.

I speak to you 


When you put yourself to sleep with sombre music,

I hear you.

When you light butt after but,

I inhale with you.

When you breath heavily trying to find the words to say what is in your mind,

I feel you.

When you speak in parables only she understood,

I hear you.

I do.

I  do not know what happened downstream .

I know you swam against the current regardless 

I know you're a ticking time bomb.

But I hope that all in all,

She hears you too.

She feels what you feel and is journeying to find you.

You who gave her your sur


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